Sarah, I started reading this what seems like weeks ago and got called away, I have just found it open in one of my hundreds of open tabs and got around to finishing it!
It's very relatable, the struggle to reconcile the desire to do things and the barriers we out in our own way, the want of recoggnition with the fear of judgment.
Your honesty about the discomfort of being in the "spotlight" (and linking that to the song!) speaks to the core of this month's permission prompt, in the Kaleidoscope Challenge.... But I'm not sure from the date you posted that you would have even known about it, never mind intended this to be an entry, but it fits so well, I'd love if you would consider joining and giving me permission to feature it?
Giving ourselves permission to be seen, to be imperfect, and to embrace our own unique story, even when it feels scary is a barrier most of us know we need to get past. Thank you for sharing this vulnerable and thought provoking reflection!
I'm going to leave it open again in my browser and think about my own shadow ikigai when I'm in more of a self reflective mood.
Wow thank you Mark for such a considered comment, if I'm not too late then I'd love to be included... I'll make a note to check the challenge later on when I've finished today's essay!
haha not at all, I included a couple of people in the January one where their entries were perfect fits, they just didn’t know anything about the challenge 😂
I can really relate. Whilst I will happily try something new that I've often dreamed of, these still only tend to be the things that I think I'll be able to do.
The more difficult things like learning about electronics or posting a weekly video on YouTube still haven't quite happened. I start them but never seem to go any further.
Oooh let me know if/when you do do YT vids, I'd love to follow Steve... I hear you on that, it should be so easy for me to turn the camera on and just flipping post, but I put it off and put it off... must pull finger out on that one too *grin*
Sarah, I started reading this what seems like weeks ago and got called away, I have just found it open in one of my hundreds of open tabs and got around to finishing it!
It's very relatable, the struggle to reconcile the desire to do things and the barriers we out in our own way, the want of recoggnition with the fear of judgment.
Your honesty about the discomfort of being in the "spotlight" (and linking that to the song!) speaks to the core of this month's permission prompt, in the Kaleidoscope Challenge.... But I'm not sure from the date you posted that you would have even known about it, never mind intended this to be an entry, but it fits so well, I'd love if you would consider joining and giving me permission to feature it?
Giving ourselves permission to be seen, to be imperfect, and to embrace our own unique story, even when it feels scary is a barrier most of us know we need to get past. Thank you for sharing this vulnerable and thought provoking reflection!
I'm going to leave it open again in my browser and think about my own shadow ikigai when I'm in more of a self reflective mood.
Wow thank you Mark for such a considered comment, if I'm not too late then I'd love to be included... I'll make a note to check the challenge later on when I've finished today's essay!
haha not at all, I included a couple of people in the January one where their entries were perfect fits, they just didn’t know anything about the challenge 😂
I'm going to try the secret list! Thanks for sharing, as always!
I've only just got chance to read this one.
I can really relate. Whilst I will happily try something new that I've often dreamed of, these still only tend to be the things that I think I'll be able to do.
The more difficult things like learning about electronics or posting a weekly video on YouTube still haven't quite happened. I start them but never seem to go any further.
Anyway, I'll keep trying.
Thanks, as always for your writing
Oooh let me know if/when you do do YT vids, I'd love to follow Steve... I hear you on that, it should be so easy for me to turn the camera on and just flipping post, but I put it off and put it off... must pull finger out on that one too *grin*
…doing what one is resistant to is an excellent way to grow…